Its Twilight...

Woe is Me!

I can't take this!! The book Twilight is taking over my life. I feel as though I am Bella, constantly thinking about him - or my hopes that a him exists in real life.. I don't even mind the blood lust! Mind you, who does? Really? Its a sick place to be... in all of our heads.

I am coming to the end of the book, and I don't want to finish it. I am actually procrastinating, so I don't pick the book up and finish it in one go! Its taking all my will power. I actually had to get out of the house yesterday and go for a walk to stop myself reading it, but all the while I was thinking about it.

I woke up in a strange mood this morning, almost jubilant, and I think its partly to do with Edward! Its not often I obsess about a character, and I don't think I have since Sirius in you-know-what book... I am kind of ashamed. I damn Stephanie Meyer for writing him, but bless her for bringing him into my life. haha. I am so pathetic! Oh well, at least I can admit it. That's the first step to recovery some say.

The other reason I am slightly exciting and have this nervous tingling feeling? PARIS! next week! Me!! I can't wait. Its all getting a bit too much at the moment! haha.

Right, I am off to twiddle my thumbs watching Lipstick Jungle just so I don't finish the book. If I don't finish it, I can live it in my head for the rest of my life. NO ONE TELL ME HOW IT ENDS!!!

Bite me,

Sam