Its Twilight...

Woe is Me!

I can't take this!! The book Twilight is taking over my life. I feel as though I am Bella, constantly thinking about him - or my hopes that a him exists in real life.. I don't even mind the blood lust! Mind you, who does? Really? Its a sick place to be... in all of our heads.

I am coming to the end of the book, and I don't want to finish it. I am actually procrastinating, so I don't pick the book up and finish it in one go! Its taking all my will power. I actually had to get out of the house yesterday and go for a walk to stop myself reading it, but all the while I was thinking about it.

I woke up in a strange mood this morning, almost jubilant, and I think its partly to do with Edward! Its not often I obsess about a character, and I don't think I have since Sirius in you-know-what book... I am kind of ashamed. I damn Stephanie Meyer for writing him, but bless her for bringing him into my life. haha. I am so pathetic! Oh well, at least I can admit it. That's the first step to recovery some say.

The other reason I am slightly exciting and have this nervous tingling feeling? PARIS! next week! Me!! I can't wait. Its all getting a bit too much at the moment! haha.

Right, I am off to twiddle my thumbs watching Lipstick Jungle just so I don't finish the book. If I don't finish it, I can live it in my head for the rest of my life. NO ONE TELL ME HOW IT ENDS!!!

Bite me,

Sam

Autumn and Paris...

Yes!!!

I am going to Paris on next Monday, after a short stint in London... Could Autumn get any better? I love it. Its ridiculously becoming my most favorite of seasons. Especially since Autumn first started this year its been way better than the summer weather wise. Blue skies and sun shine, kinda warm, but crisp at the same time. I love this feeling!!!!! And on top of it, I get to go to Paris in Autumn... How super stylish! I can't wait to wander around France looking for my new winter coat. I hope to Zeus that I find a good one. My current winter coat feels way too 2005... What I really need is someone to tell me all the cool, non touristy shops to go to to find nice stuff with reasonable price tags.. if that's not too much to ask! :) It probably is, but I am already expecting to spend waaaay too much whilst I am there. Yippee!

I really do feel like everything has come together these past few weeks. Have read some fantastic books, and currently jumping on the Twilight bandwagon -and loving it. Its stupid. I am actually obsessed and I ain't even half way through... ok, maybe I am.. but still.... Its a brilliant read and I would recommend it to anyone and everyone who likes to read!

Yoga is also something thats on my mind at the moment - since starting to go, I feel a lot more composed, although I kinda wish I was more composed in my life, but I feel as though I carry on arms flaying all over the place, in a not so graceful manner. I suppose you can't change who you are in that sense, or maybe you can, but it wouldn't be true to yourself, so would it be beneficial to try? probably not. Oh, how philosophical! Kind of. I will have to be satisfied being myself for the time being... humph. I wish life was more like a book or something, where you find something you are really good at, that comes so naturally. I thought I would have by now. I am sure everyone has something they are brilliant at, but alas, I haven't succeeded in discovering MY hidden talent. I thought it might be dancing, but I went to a dance class and wasn't so sure. Its not that I couldn't remember steps etc. because I could.. I think its more the people I didn't really warm to. which is a shame. But I doubt I will be going back. I tell you who I always get on with though... Butchers... maybe I should become a butcher... although being vegetarian might not be beneficial to the trade...

Love Autumn, Love Books, and Love Life,

Scum.

Tropic Blunder

Oh!

Alas, the makings of films these days, what with their obvious humour - anything to get a laugh.

I went to see Tropic Thunder with some pals yesterday, well, no. Thats not entirely true. I went to the cinema, in hopes that there would be a better film than Tropic Thunder to watch. As, as much as I like Ben Stiller, I don't like to watch his films on the big screen... I don't know why... anyway, back to the story. In we went, joining the queue to buy tickets. Upon standing and staring, we realised that there wasnt much on in the way of a good film (what with that at the moment?), and so it was a choice between Tropic Thunder, or one with Helen Hunt and Colin Firthzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz - OOPS! I can't help but do that when I think of him... the blithering idiot!

Hmm, anywho, Tropic Thunder seemed like the right choice, I mean, I didn't feel like secret option number 3. chew your arm off and beat people to death with it, was a REAL option, as it was still quite early and there were children about. So in we went. And thats when the blunder began. Now, I myself, can laugh at a film for being stupidly bad. And I did. But it really did make me wonder why I had chosen to pay £7.50 to watch something that would be on DVD in a few months time for £3...... Obvious jokes, annoying cast (Tom Cruise, anyone? Filler? yeah), lambing it up for the camera with the same old routines and personas ... the only person who saved it was, and I hate to admit, Robert Downey Jnr. Racist publicity stunt aside, he was funny. He didn't over do it, and I am sure there was some ab-libbing in there that really saved the show. Bravo. Unlike Jack Blacks usual romping around half naked - which does less for the apetite than should be discussed.

All in all, I laughed - I yawned, but most importantly, I had some really good popcorn and a great nut roast for dinner. YEAY!

Keep it snappy.

Scum

Ps. I am so loving Yoga, I went to my first class today, and it was goood, only thing is, I almost feel asleep at the end, and spent the entire day feeling like I should have been asleep - I also stupidly bought more books. Oops.

Lesson of the day - You should always wake up feeling like you have just won the lottery - life is too short not too! Think about it.

Being bored...

OK

So, this is my first blog, and I am not really expecting people to read it, infact, I don't even know if I am going to tell anyone it is here.

I am just really bored right now, and was reading Jabazzy's blog (sorry if I just spelt that wrong!!), and realised that, having a Gmail account, I could blog too, without all the annoying signing up rituals one usually has to go through in order to make an account somewhere... I seriously dont know why that would make me want to start one, but meh! When I am bored, like I am now... insanely, I tend to just do what comes to mind first.

I have actually always wanted to do a blog. Well, no. I always wanted to do a youtube-y thing, like vids or vlogging, but never had any inspiration of what to do, so i thought i would just blog, which i sometimes do on my myspace page, which no one reads but me... anywaaaaaay.... I always get caught up in other peoples blogs. I dont know why. But I LOVE reading what other people have to say, even if its mindless ranting, which is what I do best. Its a nice escape really... so why can't I do it? well, I can, and I will, so I am.

On a side note, I am SO tired right now, and can't face another day at work tomorrow. Gawd, I need a holiday!!!

Peace out.

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